Thursday, February 26, 2009

so FAR gone..or am i?

im feeling Drake of course. good friend of my favorite cousin...been following his work for awhile from when he was acting and not really doin music. he's cool..and he's real..and he's what the music industry has been missing/needing. so CONGRATS big homie..im sure the album will be crazier than the mixtape.

anyways..this isnt really about Drake tho...its about ME! lol..i have been feeling "so far gone" and not necessarily in a good way. this crazy beautiful life of mine is stressing me out. idk where to turn to..its like im suffocating in bullshit. im trying to figure out my purpose here on earth..what has God sent me here to do cuz it would be terrible for me to leave without fulfilling his wish! but if only i could get a clue, i could complete the task so much quicker. yeah...so ima pray about that.

the people that i deal with on a daily basis need some evaluation also...my immediate friends are cool, love 'em to death...so i guess this is just referring to the males in my life. i have tried, and tried and cried and cried..but every relationship ends the same. yeah i have some trust issues but shit who can blame me?! the males in my life arent good examples at all..so it is what it is.

i have some more to get off my chest..but im kinda at school in the library lol =]

......to be continued!

1 comment:

  1. me too..
    i still cant
    believe he is from degrassi!

    when i realized it was him i was like complete 360!

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