..soo there's this guy && he has my ♥. they say "home is where the heart is.." well my heart is being held hostage by Ellis Gripper in Atlanta.
this year and a half hasn't been the best for us..we've had some major bumps in the road..but fortunately, no love has been lost..only built stronger. he has a beautiful 1 yr old daughter that i havent been around but i look at pictures of her and i feel so much love for her bcuz shes such a huge reflection of him. && i must admit, he played a major part in me making the drastic decision to leave atlanta and move back to houston. as crazy as it sounds, i felt like leaving atlanta meant leaving and forgetting about him. but that was NOT the case. there is not a day that doesnt go by that i dont think about him. its just something that is so genuine and so deep about our relationship..i cant let go of. I have cried so many tears, some drunken lol, but at the end of the day..nobody compares to him. he's funny, loving, charming, romantic, talented, strong, and most importantly he sincerely LOVES me.
..i love him too. yes i have kinda "moved on" in the sense that i have had other relationships, but if he told me that he wanted to be with me right this second..there's no question what the response would be..an overly happy: YES! i would happily pack my shit up and move right back to atlanta just to be with him..in fact, that would be a dream come true. if he asked me to marry him today..i would be planning our wedding tomorrow lol..
i just want him to know that he hasnt been replaced nor forgotten. He is still very much apart of my life eventho we are hundreds of miles apart.."absence makes the heart grow fonder"..well im quite FOND of him lol && i know now more than ever that the bond that we share is authentic. he'll forever be MY [y]oung [m]oney [g]ripper =]
this year and a half hasn't been the best for us..we've had some major bumps in the road..but fortunately, no love has been lost..only built stronger. he has a beautiful 1 yr old daughter that i havent been around but i look at pictures of her and i feel so much love for her bcuz shes such a huge reflection of him. && i must admit, he played a major part in me making the drastic decision to leave atlanta and move back to houston. as crazy as it sounds, i felt like leaving atlanta meant leaving and forgetting about him. but that was NOT the case. there is not a day that doesnt go by that i dont think about him. its just something that is so genuine and so deep about our relationship..i cant let go of. I have cried so many tears, some drunken lol, but at the end of the day..nobody compares to him. he's funny, loving, charming, romantic, talented, strong, and most importantly he sincerely LOVES me.
..i love him too. yes i have kinda "moved on" in the sense that i have had other relationships, but if he told me that he wanted to be with me right this second..there's no question what the response would be..an overly happy: YES! i would happily pack my shit up and move right back to atlanta just to be with him..in fact, that would be a dream come true. if he asked me to marry him today..i would be planning our wedding tomorrow lol..
i just want him to know that he hasnt been replaced nor forgotten. He is still very much apart of my life eventho we are hundreds of miles apart.."absence makes the heart grow fonder"..well im quite FOND of him lol && i know now more than ever that the bond that we share is authentic. he'll forever be MY [y]oung [m]oney [g]ripper =]
oh lord the ex's gotta HOLD on us
ReplyDeleteyou gotta thing for dreds huh lol